its a battle out there!!!

For the past two days, my colleague (who is sitting right infront of me) and my goodself had been battling out on MSN Messenger (silent mode). Why did i say silent mode is because, as you know we haven't been talking to each other like we used to and misunderstandings or some stereotyped opinions have been accumulating... it had been extremely 'heated up' especially after i sms her friend.

on tuesday morning, i overheard that they wanted to buy macdonald's breakfast but didnt know what to do when their order was way off the minimum amount to order so that they could avoid the $5 surcharge below $25. well, i would expect that they wouldn't want to chip me in at first because they were contemplating what to order so that they can avoid that. surprisingly, it wasn't my back and front neighbours but their friend who was sitting further away from us. she called me and asked if i was interested to buy any mac breakfast. so i said okay because i also hadn't any breakfast, and didnt want to deem as anti social.

before the order came, i asked another unnecessary question from her through sms. i told her if initially they wasnt very keen to chip me in, don't force. i just wanted to be sure because it's 'displayed' on their faces that they were just unhappy about something. so the friend shrugged it off by replying that they REALLY want me to chip in. okay, rest the case then i replied to her. haha... and guess what, later part of the day, when i logged into my MSN messenger. i saw this message as her displayed message :

'We are not forced to approach you, but out of good will. u'r thinking too much.'

and then i responded by putting this also:

'Perhaps. but just wanna be sure that i do not incur any wrath unnecessarily.' (i actually wanted to add somemore behind by saying, ' before someone throws documents in my tray.') i didnt actually quite enjoy such games, shall i deemed it as childish, because that would only sour the working relationship more. and that's not what i wanted. i want to be a good girl not a girl that picks up arguments with people. seriously. shouldn't colleagues be working hand in hand and be amicable towards one another? aiya, anyway this didnt just happen to my dept but someone else's too(still in the same company) .

so today, i didn't want to log in because i want to curb those desires of putting all those childish comments in there. after the second display message, i actually changed it to something more artificial. just to lay it off. rest and close the matter. so what if you have a beautiful face, beautiful friends but your heart just couldnt accomodate to forgive and forget?

before this, we exchanged not so friendly stuff as our displayed messages in MSN like she calling me 'spy' to me hinting, 'free style buffet style, let them choose'...