it does help a little

This morning i woke up to a feeling of not wanting to come to work. sigh... feeling stagnant at work. bored. learning nothing new for the past 6 - 8 months. dead end. sharks.

oh yes, i used to enjoy my work here. colleagues are friendly, cooperative and cheerful. but recently, as previously blogged i didnt understand the nature of that 'coldness' emanting from them. they seemed to be misunderstood about something i guess. my friendship with that male colleague had also taken a DIP for the worst. probably he's affected by it the gossips too but didnt want to communicate that feeling to me though how good friends i am to him as claimed to be . well, lets just hope one day he will open up. though i can't claim myself to be a very good friend but i've always been a good listener. i would always offer to listen to all his problems or frustrations without any slightest complaint that he never listens to mine.all my friends know that. they always come to me when they wanna talk but when i wanna talk, everybody so busy. get the point? maybe i wasnt that popular afterall i guess... and guess what, my other nice colleague asked me why didnt i try and ask him about it. i told her i tried so many times but he just refuses. then she said; ' wouldnt you feel insecure about him not communicating with you?' yeah babe. You got it right on target. the keyword here is INSECURITY. that's the vocab women fear most. Men hear this. make notes. put it in your diary. do not create that vocab in your love life if you wish eternal peace and harmony in your relationship.

and so as usual, i start off my day at work by clicking on one of my regular link : channelnewasia.com .need to know what's happening around the globe. as i scrolled through the categories, some header about blogging caught my attention. the headline went like this: don't blog if you fear backlash
the article was about two bloggers. they disliked their supervisors and they blogged about how much hate they have for them. and our dear mr miyagi actually advised that we do not blog them down if we fear that our posts would be read. or probably lock up your posts with passwords. or hell with it and blog it anyway. well, i think the last one would be the common 'attitude' among bloggers worldwide. as chances of your blog getting read by the people you hate might be only 0.009%, even though you might have given them a new lease of life by giving them nicks. well dont forget, you are the Editor what. just delete it and deny all the way la.

and so i went through the blogs he recommended. funny and humourous. of course, mr miyagi is so popular and famous, for sure the blogs that he introduced are good stuff man... when i go through these blogs, it kinda lightened my mood for the day... and then i reflected back on my blog and realised that i could have injected humour too, afterall people say i got a good sense of humour. then probably, my perspective towards life would not always be so 'dark' and lonesome.