emotional surge

Sometimes i have this feeling of emptiness in my heart... and no amount of material stuff that i can buy for myself suffice to fill up this emptiness...

so i have come to this conclusion that shopping doesn't cure the 'disease' in your heart permanently but just temporarily.. and for all you know, the permanent damage would be on the accumulation of unpaid credit card bills plus the interest incurred... so what's the point of fulfilling that surging moments of desire that tricked your heart into believing that shopping would help when you know it won't remove the problem permanently?

but of course, this statement only applies individually.(only myself for that matter of fact) and i do feel that, ever since i became a muslim, many worldly perspectives which i used to have, had already changed over a period of time.

and amongst the many classes which i had attended, the thursday class(worldview topics based on verses from the quran) and the saturday class (topics on science of human disposition;akhlaq) changed many of my perspectives in life. for good of course...

the thursday class made me be much more aware of the ever changing world that evolves around us and how is it related to islam and how are we to respond to the changes without changing the islamic values that a muslim should hold onto. it's about changing your worldview as a muslim but not neglecting the importance of this world and how to benefit from it to prepare yourself in the next 'world'.

the saturday class did more tremendous changes on me especially with regards to the way i respond to others. my true self. being aware of this self that i possess and how to perfect this self so that it doesn't get corrupted. because as times goes by, the goodness in every single life would be clouded by many many other factors around us.if we do not keep the good and kick out the bad habits, then the good side of us would get corrupted.

and thank God, i've come to know about this class and i've got help before this good side gets corrupted.

insya allah(God wills) i would love to share more with my readers but becoz i'm using my bro's comp and he's chasing me for it so i have to stop here...

Meanwhile, may everyone of you have a blessed week ahead. amin.